Thursday, February 23, 2006
i'm now in the library and suppsed to be studying , 2nd test is just around the corner..sigh..UPM = university peperiksaan malaysia, it's all about test, test and more test...but i can't concentrate at all so i borrowed chze hua's laptop to come online for awhile.i went to see penguin's blog just now,nice music!but sad...it makes me so much feel like crying...you know,i dun cry easily, but recently i think i just cant hold it any longer...cried a few times in my room,not really cry, just a few drops of tears, but without really knowing the reason why, guess i just needed some time to work out what's on my mind...haha..i'm so messed up...T_T or maybe i know the reason but i just refused to admit it...
seriously, i think i have split personality, maybe it is so for all gemini's? i've no idea, but i am so.sometimes i can be very happy, smiling all day long, but deep inside i know i'm not really that happy after all. sometimes i can be really moody, but i know i'll be happy after a short while...there must be something terribly wrong with my head~! or maybe it's the same for everybody? i'm not the only one after all, am i?
i know i sounded pessimistic right? dun worry, i'm alright!
i'm strong and i'm alright. seriously, i am.
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