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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

why was i so down for the past few months?why was i feelin like nobody out there cared about me anymore?why was i so upset?so frustrated?so tired of growin up?was it because of my job?was it because i got so pissed off servin some rude customers?was it because i didn't get enough sleep for almost everyday?or was it simply because of the hormonal changes?

well..now i know why,because..it is a part of growin up.it suddenly dawn on my that i shouldn't have felt so sad.i shouldn't have wasted my time sighin over the things which i cannot change.it is only a part of the growin process and none of us can avoid it,and since it is unadvoidable and everybody is experiencin the same thing,then i shouldn't have thought that i was the only pathetic person in the whole wide world suffering from this 'disease'.i shouldn't have made it worse,i should've thought in a brighter,a more positive way.i should've accepted it,even though it is tough acceptin it but if i try i can definitely do it.i should've reached out to those who's in the same boat with me and together,we'll go through...=)

i guess stop workin is a good thing for me,my world suddenly brighten up so much.i can't say that i've fully recovered,but at least i am 70%.(hey this sounds like i'm sufferin from some mental disease rite?haha..never mind,you guys know that i'm not..=P ) thanks to the movie 'because of winn-dixie' coz it inspired me a lot.yeah it did and i learnt so much from the movie..it helped me realise that actually every one of us has our own problems,our own sadness and no matter how colourful our lives are,we do feel lonely at times.it's normal.it only depends on how u deal with it,whether in a positive way or a negative way.whether u choose to head on to ur future with a happy smile or u wanna stop where u are cryin over spilled milk and lead a life full of sorrow.

hehe...wat's with me crappin so much in here...hmm,all in all i just wanna tell those of u who cares that i'm okay now and sorry for wastin ur time in accompanyin me and hearin me tellin u that 'i'm so sien' all the time and thanks for tellin me that 'it's normal','it's gonna be alrite','dun think too much' etc etc,but stubborn me refused to believe it and continue to waste ur time tellin u that 'i'm so sien',bet you guys were frustrated with me..=) thanks for the concern!love u guys..hehe..and to those who are in the same situation as i were,everythin's gonna be alrite!trust me..=) go watch 'because of winn-dixie' or 'goodbye,quill'..it's gonna make a difference!

Elin~ @ 12:42 AM | u hav sumthin 2 say?

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