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Thursday, November 04, 2004

it has been bothering me for weeks.i seriously wanna get rid of it but i have no idea how.it has been irritating me so much that sometimes i feel like banging my head against the wall and get it over with...

well,just in case you're wondering what am i talking about,and you most probably are..(= i'm talking about this ringing sound in my right ear.at first i thought it was no big deal,it was probably because water goes into my ear of something like that.but apparently it is not so coz these few days the sound gets louder and louder and louder!!!
i don't think i can stand it anymore..if chopping off my ear would help,i think i would just do it...

you might be wondering why don't i ask a doctor about my situation?just to tell u the truth..i hate seeing doctors!i don't go to them unless it's emergency or when i'm forced to.i particularly dislike seeing dentists.i hate the drilling sound when they are doing dental filling.it makes my hair stands..
it's not that i hate doctors or anything,in fact i look up to them and respect them.they are great people i know (excluding those unethical ones of course) but i simply dislike seeing them...well i guess dislike taking medicine makes me dislike doctors too huh?but hey,you can't blame me,2 years ago i was having these swelling lymph nodes on my right neck and i was forced to go under medication for about 3 months,and almost got myself into the operation room to remove the nodes..come to think of it,what's wrong with the right side of my body???right neck..and now right ear???

i guess my ear problem is driving me nuts.i can't even concentrate in my studies anymore...can u imagine when you're studying alone in the middle of the night and this stupid annoying ringing sound just won't go away??can you imagine when u're doing ur stpm paper and this sound is still trying to distract you?well,i guess i don't have a choice now,got to see a doctor before i go crazy...i have an appointment with a doctor in Pantai Hospital on tuesday.hopefully my problem will be solved...once and for all...

Elin~ @ 1:27 PM | u hav sumthin 2 say?

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